shhhhhh

shit man i reli think i shld onvert back to the ultra quiet me. it seems tt ppl are getting to know more of my feelings and thinkings and starting to mistaken me. but wldnt it b weird to not tok or start a conversation when its just me and another person? it wld seem so boring, so quiet. but cannot leh... when im toking cok ppl start to believe wateva i say, then spread arnd to others who think its 100% real, or when i say how i feel abt stuff they think im blah blah blah. argh... to be silent or not to be, how how how??