_|_ army _|_

seems tt injuring oneself during army is unavoidable. but i think for my case, its damn not worth it. i cant play serious bball no more. i cant get near the basket and get rebounds, i cant fake pass, i cant do running jumpers, so practically im useless. its kinda boring when u know ur team's weak in the inside and u cant go in to help out, knowing u can outjump serveral of the opponents but afraid to dislocate ur shoulder again. yes dislocate. i dislocated my shoulder again today. linchuan saw the shoulder pop to the front b4 i pop it back in. wtf... wats the use of practicing CNR when im not even gonna b posted to the company tt catches crimnials. fark.. i hate army. it ruined my life, my fun, my sport, my passion

feel like crying now. knowing tt i cant play bball no more, cant enjoy it as much as b4. its like a caged bird, it can fly damn high, but cages up so its movement restricted. i know i can play much better, defend better, dribble more, pass better, jump higher, but coz of the injured shoulder im nothing more than a noob. i hate being a noob. i hate being seen as something lesser of.

im not the only 1 complaining abt the injuries gotten in army. among the 10 of us today, 5-6 of us had injuries b4. if they say army is to prepare us for wartimes, then how do we fight the war if we are injured even b4 the war. must every exercise be treated so seriously till we get so injured? its not like we are regulars know, we got outside life, we do other things than serve the nation, we do serve, but in other aspects like economically. wateva.. i hate it..