drive properly plz

sunday, mum n i sat cab to ahma hse. female driver, and she drove well... just when i tot my day's gonna b not bad, on the way home theres a car accident. a female driver crashed her car onto a roadside tree, with her child in the car! wtf... female drivers, always putting other ppl's life in danger.. tsk tsk tsk

theres this mental list of ppl i cannot trust created since a few mnths back. so far the ppl hasnt bought my trust back. never ever tell how i feel to these ppl anymore, stabbers... sounds so much like ppl i knew of, yar its KNEW... coz i dun wanna know them now

xu wei lun died last nite... car accident... errr female driver? coincidence? nah not gonna blame her. shes a nice gal, too bad.. feel sad for her :(

raining again

its been a long time since i had the time to stand by the window, watching and hearing the rain splatter on the ground. when was the last time i had this much time to relax, not doing n thinking of anything... the smell of rain is back, back in my mind. the sound of the rain blocks all other noises, almost forming music. and finally when u know ur at home, under shelter and dry, u can nvr feel more shiok than this. the cool sudden swoosh of breeze, shiok.. i cant complain, im at home with no plans to go out and taking a break from doing the report. if the breeze was more constant and stronger, accompanied by a cup of hot coffee in my hand, wah.... shiokkkkkkkk

ThoughtS

these past few days my mood has been going up n down. actually not down, but abit messed up. i guess jer is rite, i just cant manage ppl well. no mood to do things, too stressful over proj, cant even "save the world" no more

it wasnt always down n messed up. we went to sentosa on fri to celebrate andy's bday. hmm we did the same things we did as b4 but this time the ppl who went not all were the same. andy brought his gf and bro along. and there was imhran who brought his sisha along, first time trying such stuff. weather was kind to us and it was sunny the whole day. even got sunburnt in the end.

2 days of bball, both rained. nvr get to have fun. once again the saying has been proven during sat hawhawhaw. anyway, at least i got to play abit with chuan n gang today, in hse games are more relaxed n fun. just when the tempo was rising, bloody hell rain, which lasted for like 3 mins only??! enuf time for every1 to disappear from the court -_-"

Black Eyed Peas - Gone Going

was listening to my ipod when i came upon this song from BEP, damn long nvr hear it. so many thoughts and feelings poured into my mind when i was listening to it. yes, i like this song. so soothing, so relaxed, so calm, so meaningful.

Johnny wanna be a big star

Get on stage and play the guitar

Make a little money, buy a fancy car

Big old house and an alligator

Just to match with them alligator shoes

He's a rich man so he's no longer singing the blues

He's singing songs about material things

And platinum rings and watches that go bling

But, diamonds don't bling in the dark

He a star now, but he ain't singing from the heart

Sooner or later he's just gonna fall apart

Coz his fans can't relate to his new found art

He ain't doing what he did from the start

And that's putting in some feeling and thought

He decided to live his life shallow

Passion is love for material

[Chorus]

(And its gone... gone... going...)

(Gone... everything gone... give a damn...)

(Gone be the birds when they don't want to sing...)

(Gone people... up awkward with their things... gone.)

You see yourself in the mirror

And you feel safe coz it looks familiar

But you afraid to open up your soul

Coz you don't really know, don't really know

Who is, the person that's deep within

Coz you are content with just being the naôve brown man

And you fail to see that its trivial

Insignificant, you addicted to material

I've seen your kind before

Your the type that thinks souls is sold in a store

Packaged up with inscent sticks

With them vegetarian meals

To you that's righteous

You're fiction like books

You need to go out to life and look

Coz... what happens when they take your material

You already sold your soul and its...

[Chorus]

You say that time is money and money is time

So you got mind in your money and your money on your mind

But what about... that crime that you did to get paid

And what about... that bid, you can't take it to your brain

Why you on about those shoes you'll wear today

They'll do no good on the bridges you've walked along the way

All that money that you got gonna be gone

That gear that you rock gonna be gone

The house up on the hill gonna be gone

The gold -- on your grill gonna be gone

The ice on your wrist gonna be gone

That nice little Miss gonna be gone

That whip that you roll gonna be gone

And what's worst is your soul will be gone

[Chorus]

enuf hor

can u female drivers STOP TRYING to cre8 accidents? on my way home today this female driver on my right lane signal left and started to move in. "Wat she trying to do?" as we got closer she continued to move into my lane. as i stared into the car i slowly moved away from her. the nxt thing i knew i was at the white dotted lines alredi! b4 tt i horned her too but she kept coming closer!! beech.. then when i was beside her i looked irectly at her face. she gimme the ??? look then continue to look forward. WTF?!!?? asif i looking at ur prettiness!!! auntie!!! time to retake driving test leh!!!!

Heng/Suai?

sometimes when something happens and then u start to tell urself "wah heng ar" or "damn suai leh", think again. was the situation reli heng or suai. contradictions do accur. for example, u walk down a flight of stairs and slip, then u managed to grab the railing b4 u land on ur butt. izit heng tt u grabbed the railing? or izit suai tt u slipped?

- u lost ur bag containing everything u have at somewhere far from home in the middle of the nite, but u found $10 to take a cab home.
- u get drenched in the rain with no shelter arnd, just when u are abt to give up running a cab appears.
- a dog chases u n u start running, a flowerpot dropped from above and landed behind u a few feet away, u got bitten by the dog eventually

HENG OR SUAI?? if u say both, how can tt be correct if 2 opposites combine

pwnage

i will like to take back wat i said abt females drivers not being gd. i was wrong, not ALL female drivers are lousy, think there is 1% of them tt drives well, and the lady proved it to me just now. on my way back home after the speed camera i saw this car getting closer to me. i alredi accelerating but its still getting close, then i see it putting left signal then it drove past me from the left. omg its a female!! though im not sure coz i took a look for abt 1 sec then the car went past me alredi. 1 hand on steering wheel another scracthing the chin, SO CHENG! after tt i like stunned for few seconds, seeing the car change lane here n there so siam the slower cars. then i tried to chase it, but cannot!! jit tao see backlight only!!! omg... if the driver is reli female, i nothing to say. i was traveling at 90+ alredi at tt time ZZZzzZ

Back to Sch

boooring, have to wake up early again to go sch. yawnz... the feeling of enthuism is getting lesser n lesser as the days of sch goes by, so far ive been late for all 3 lectures. our crazy bunch decided to sit at the front few rows of the lect, omg. yes changing place is gd, refreshing, but in front!? 3rd row?!?! wah lau damn stress... like having los of eyes spying on wateva u do, twitch ears dig nose rub eyes crack knuckles, damn uncomfy. but still, forced to attend the lects, if not $ wasted. hmm theres a prob with the grping. with the addition of ppl, now too many ppl then can decide on who to grp with. aiyar on the day when need to form grp then see how